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Pain Searing Pain Why must I suffer thru this searing pain? Escape Quickly Escape I desperately need to quickly escape Death Beautiful Death How should I proceed to die a beautiful death? Suicide Possibly Suicide Should I make people suffer by possibly considering suicide? Accident Grateful Accident Or should I make it look like a grateful accident? Pain Escape Death Suicide Accident How? Why? When?

A bird with a broken wing Unable to fly A wolf disbanded from a pack Misunderstood A snake hidden Not wanting to fight A stray dog Looking for someone to love A lost cat Looking for a place to call home A Monarch butterfly Wanting a place to belong Lost Hoping to be found

A way to let my frustrations escape To remember moments of                    JOY                HAPPINESS                 DELIGHT To express my feelings about                 PEOPLE          TABOO SUBJECTS               OBKECTS even My Diary has a key     Like most other diaries But mine is special        It's hidden in my heart My Diary cannot be opened                by just anyone But by me and someone SPECIAL Until then                  POETRY                   IS MY                   DIARY And it won't, can't, refuses                       to be unlocked

As the Raven glided over the    Barren wasteland,         His RAVEN-RED feathers              Shining darkly and sending                     Grim chills down the                         Spines of frightened people                     I laugh on the inside              At the terrified look        On their pale faces   Frightened, scared Terrified.      They fail to realize           What little harm                Will come upon them                       Of the RAVEN's will.                            He does not wish to                                  Attack, but to simply                                  

They call her crazy They tell her she's insane But fail to understand The reasons for her pain Tears flood her pillow As she lies in bed and weeps No one even knows That she cries herself to sleep It is her lullaby It is her getaway car Today she only hopes That when she runs, she'll make it far Today is worse than usual She's feeling even more depressed They laugh at what he did Her former friend she detests She can't stand this She cannot take the pressure They talk behind her back And laugh in her face for extra measure Why are they giggling It's such a terrible thing Why can they not see All the pain her memories br

He wept in a corner All bloody and bruised Not daring to fight back For he knew he would lose The blows kept coming And they never faltered As screams poured through his ears "You're just like your father" "You're a coward, a wimp Stand up and fight You sit there and cry Because you know that I'm right" SHe stalked off to the kitchen To grab another beer She'd been acting this way For more than a year His father had left them High and dry Never bothering to tell His only son good-bye He cried out to God "Lord, help me please I can't take the pain I'd rather be lost to the seas" Neverhteless, he went to school As if no

Dancing gracefully Flowing beautifully Mesmerizing me I'm entranced by the glow that's emitted by the movements of the dance Biting hard It's teeth sharp as steel Stinging my eyes Licking the air I'm entranced by the glow that's emitted by the pain in my body Warming me with It's orange & yellow & white & blue Touching my soul's center With it's warm hue I'm entranced by the glow that's emitted by it warming my heart, my soul Dancing gracefully Flowing beautifully Mesmerizing me I'm entranced by the glow that's emitted by the movements of the dance I'm entranced by the glow that's emitted by my lovely, my dear,

Dear Diary I'm in pain, so much pain I hope I never love again He did this to me, that wretched boy He threw me aside like an old broken toy We were in it together he always said Then he told me it's over, I wish I were dead But I'm not dead, I'm not Instead I'm left on this planet to rot Can I go now, can I go So my tears will stop their flow Can I leave behind this world While ym heart is still this cold Now my feeling are out on paper Goodbye for now, maybe later

Dear You,     It's been a while since we talked. We've grown so far apart. It's ripping my heart to shreds. My soul is lost. I'm lost without you. I don't know what to do. I don't know how to do it or even when to do it. I don't even know what "it" is. I'm so confused. I need you here with me. I need your help. I need your guidance. I need you beside me. I need a lot of things, but mainly, I need you. Why'd you leave me? You didn't have to do it. There were other options. Suicide didn't have to be the solution to your problems. Yes, I know it was an option, but it didn't have to be the one you chose. But you did. And now I am alone. For now

Hey    I want to thank you for being a miserable, insufferable, bitch. Although it pissed me off when you beat and bruised me, I am now very happy. She told me everything: how my death made her weep for days on end and how you never did show up for my funeral. I guess you were even more of a prick than I origanlly thought.    I'm getting a chance to make up for her pain. She's with me now and we're very happy together. We can be together for eternity and I'm looking forward to it. Thanks again you stupid bitch.                                      From,                                         Your Bastard Son P.S. Thank you, thank yo

The brown coconut Breaks free from its tall palm tree And falls in the sand. Sitting silently The red apple is waiting For a nice polish. The bright round orange Can't be rhymed with anything It sobs in a corner. Oh poor little fig Otherwise ignored, but loved In a Fig Newton. The tasty pumpkin Is reserved for Fall eating, I like pie very much. Blueberries aren't blue, Not always so sorrowful They be happy too. Grapes can be quite plump, Do not tell them to be thin Bulimic grapes bad.

**Sang to the tune of "Winter Wonderland"**..... Children scream, Are you listenin? in the alley, men are whistling They're lookin' for you, don't step in horse poo walking in a down-town-ghetto-land Gone away, is the banana, here to stay, is the pineapple, he sings of new things ..wait, the pineapple sings?? walkin in a fruity-dumpster-can In the freezer we find Dr. Huxtable and pretend that he's a giiiiirl house, He'll say "I'm Bill Cosby" we'll say "NO WAY MAN!" fix my uvula while you're in town Earlier On, we'll perspire, as we pee by the iceburg, to face our old place, George Washington Face, walkin in a lemon fru